Of rambles and babbles

It's a new affair.

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Time to let go and move on. All that's in the way is one push of the button.

Well. It's supposed to have been posted yesterday, but was too tired to get round to doing it.

Anyhow, went to visit Tok's grave yesterday morning. Been long since I've been there, considering it was an almost weekly thing before I started going for work. Then cousins came. Pak Busu's children - adorable to the max! Picture time.
The end. There are other pictures but some a little blurred cos these kids won't keep still long enough for decent pictures. Daniel didn't want to take picture with me.=( Poor me. Daniel finally, finally sat down at the counter and agreed to take picture with Az. Ah, well. Had a bomb of a time layan-ing them. Brightened my day, just like how they did on 17th March. =)

 

Feel like shit these days.

Sometimes we don't mention the things we do not like doing. It's kind of a jinx. Say it aloud and it gets worse. It's almost as though we're double-confirming it.

Other times we just know others' wouldn't be able to understand. People get tired of listening to the same story over and over again. But it's the same story because the pain comes from the same source, no?

And so we keep these things to ourselves.

Then again, it could be that it's just you.

And only yesterday did that fact sink in.

"It's just - you think you know someone, you know who they are. You share a house and make wishes on eyelashes with them. We don't know each other. None of us. We're just a bunch of interns who work together and there's nothing there."

 

"Today's the day my life begins. All my life I've been just me; just a 'smart-mouth' kid. Today I become a man. Today I become a husband. Today I become accountable to someone other than myself. Today I become accountable to you; to our future, to all the possibilities that our marriage has to offer. Together, no matter what happens, I'll be ready. For anything. For everything. To take on life. To take on love. To take on the possibility and responsibility. Today, Izzie Stevens, our life together begins. And I, for one, can't wait."
 
 

Have been indulging in Harry Potter books. Thanks Ly. =)

And yes, Dada, dinner date. Which has a blunder cos puasa starts tomorrow. So by dinner, you mean, buka puasa ? You know, on the contrary, I'm quite the opposite of you when it comes to grades. Hmm. Let's trade places. Haha.

The free time was so rare. =/ I'm beginning to think I'm enjoying too much.

On another note, reminiscing with Mira about those days was just very heartwarming.

Those moodswings..

Those slenge moments during practical tests..

Those Geography lessons..

The big fight (3rd August 2006, Thursday). ;)

Bubble tea-ing after school..

Those night study where we would buka puasa in sch (this part is <3).

The big O's.

The list can go on and on about all the merepek (read: nonsense) things that I've we've done dating all the way back to primary sch. Gosh. I'm tickled. Syahida owes me a page long story on foolscap regarding she-knows-what. Okay?

And changed, we have.

Then and now.

I don't think of it much now. Maybe it's just something I do. I don't think of it like how I used to almost every night during secondary sch.

But it would be stupid not to think of it. It's how the world goes round.

Maybe I've almost mastered the art of running away.

2 months. Or was it longer than that?

I would have wanted to tell you about work. goshi'msocorrupted.

Here's something that would probably make sense to you:

Aiiesyah said she missed me! =)

Sometimes something just hits and it clicks and you finally realise and make decisions.

Sometimes I still wish some things remained. Those days, we weren't going MIA.

Sometimes something gets so bad it makes you want to run away from everything.

Sometimes you focus on one thing, get caught up, snap out of it, realise you've been neglecting everything else.

Sometimes after a certain distance, you realise you've been running the whole time. 
 

[something that was typed awhile back to which i dont even remember what it was about]

To dearest bffs,

Thank you so very much.. for gifts and what nots. Love you all loads. And for the wonderful, amazing album. =)=) Thanks to you girls, I am now a Stitch fan. Haha.

And to all those who've wished (friends, family, managers, confidante, etc), thanks to you too!

To bf, thanks for the movie gift vouchers. Very much appreciated. =D

And the banana with Stitch inside! Looove it. Plus the card with my "husband's" picture inside. Hurhur.

It's been long since I've updated. Been caught up with cows and walls. LMAO. It's time. Decisions have to be made.

Think.